Saturday, May 19, 2007

Saturday 6th Nov 2006 - A Fun Experience with Myself :)

First of all on saturday morning my roomie went out with his gurl to do mushy mushy stuff in sum park. So ,I was alone and had no particular plan. So LETS GO ... Me and Myself went out happily to a mall nearby called CENTRE STAGE MALL. So reached there started roamin around for while.. went to the multiplex there .. BUT no movie that i wanted to see, in a long while until 2 or 3pm ..

So finally at around 1.15 went to a Cookie shop and fergot 400rs and walked away .. Now travellin in a cycle rikshaw almost 2 kms away.. ... Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .. I fergot 400 rs .... OF MY HARD EARNED MONEY ... .. Go rikshaw walle bhai .. LETS GO .. He also said LETS GO .. .. We are now on a rush trip back to the mall, the traffic stopping us and the rash driving proving as estranged obstacles .. We were cool .. we flew past all that ... And we reached the surrounding of the mall , the policewalla does not allow us to enter the vicinity of the mall .... we try a different route .. and bounced back by 3 policewallas .. we now finally escape and reach the mall back ...

The Cookie shop guys now search their whole register .. but no chance its not in there .. Tried to argue with them for a while but no use .. MY 400rs gone .. COOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLL... Now wht do i do ????? I left and went back tto my rickshaw walla and him to take me to another mall ..

I thanked the rikshaw walla and you knw wht ..??? he actually caught me and adviced me ... Tht was one great advice .. I was happy after that and planned to fix up my memory issue .. Sad but ...recovering from the loss .. I now end up in the next mall .. I thought a fine movie would help me get outof it ... but no yaar .. that does not work .. Did not get the movie i wanted .. it was scheduled for 8.15 and I missed the present show by 15-20 minutes .. Hmmm.... wht do i do now ..Mohit is not coming bck till 5-6 pm..

So I go Barnie's Coffee .. found a nice comfy sofa and sat there for the next 6 HOURS .. I finally even got a free drink after socializing with the gang there .. That was after spendin almost 150rs there The 6 hours I sat there ... I got a heavy flow of ideas for the program that i was expected to handle .. I have to present my Engagement plan on Wednesday .. 2 days from now .. I need to start working on it .. And That was saturday .. very eventful ..

Ohh I dint tell u .. i wentt to the mall b'coz the previous day i fergot sumtin at another shop .. some stuff that i bought, with the security there ... and came coolly back and later realising i had fergotten it .. And I ferget again ... That was one of my saturday's in NOIDA ... ;)

Friday, May 18, 2007

" Leaving Port to Destined Docks "


Sails of splendor, we proudly spread;
On our rafts or yachts of life.

Some trails we followed, among many,
Are etched in dark on our sails in vivid.

The time, it took, to built the yachts,
And builders involved, many now forlorn.

But the path now defined, we flow;
Flow with the fickle draft .

Fresh and lucid some memories now,
That stir our minds, to whirls of emotions;

Then we say in resigning valor,
" Those where lovely times ... ".

And now the steer ever so bound,
In search of the destined honor;

Let's cross our hearts and face the waves,
And steer this yacht to its destined docks.

Very Simply LOST !!

Treading paths new and old,
I found many truths untold to me.

Paths there were, I could not take
With assured bright ,but dim lit.

People shared many ways they thought right;
And I took many I thought right.

I felt, I lost, myself in a foggy night,
But then that was only that one night.

The morning broke and a shady spite
Which few hoped would bring new hope; but never shined.

It still is a journey for a sweet truth,
Eclipsed but only by a focus blur; I believe.

I tread now with first hope ,to find first
A pair of spectacles, to fix my sight, then a torch to find the final bright.


... On a Journey ! ...

Arun Raj

My Neural Hypothesis for Intuition

If you have an understanding of the neural processes in your brain .. i believe intuition is easier to understand. The brain is actually a Storage Box of information and has been trained with the capability of linking and processing multiple inputs to achieve or reach to conclusions.
We know that all people perceive different events differently. The reason, because the millions of neurons interconnect and process the same information with different inputs .. hence the different outputs. Leading to varied thought processes.

Now coming to intuition my theory is as follows :I think it is more of a probablity science. The people who say they have intuition are more or less very capable at probablity, subconciously. But to compare an established mathematician and a person with intuition does not make sense.
If any of us would have followed the Numbers series on AXN, you would know the capability of mathematics in predicting situations.

So,then the conclusion of my hypothesis is that : Intuition is more of a subconcious mind's probablity skill than anything else. Not a miracle or of any other external influencers.

Emergence of the 'GOD' - A hypothesis ! - Part 1 - Fear of loss of control

The story begins long ago when man was not of the same physical shape and of a civilised nature, when the 'Survival Instinct' was his only way of reasoning. He was clearly not the most powerful creature around. He had to find a way to protect himself and guard himself against the more powerful creatures around him.

While every creature around him found a way to survive ,either by camouflaging itself or with some physical capability to protect itself ,Man had none. Neither did he have a skin that could blend into the environment, nor did he have the legs to run fast, and also did not hv the teeth to bite into raw flesh. His only resort was to use the skill and instinct he evolved called - Reasoning.

Reasoning led him to understanding the nature of fire and also on deciding the best type of food for his survival. He then reached a point where his reasoning told him that working in teams can be more effective than alone. Understanding the synergy of working in groups he hunted in groups and stayed together for then he could face the stronger creatures with more might and lesser energy.

The new synergy of achieving more in groups and communicating experiences made him reason his 'existence'. They now tried to understand the laws of nature, fire, thunder, the sun, etc. Now , some of the older, louder or smarter creatures took control of the growth of this thought processes for their own benefits or other reasons and manipulated the mindsets. Here comes the rise of the 'GOD' concept. These proponents of the 'GOD' concept developed and manipulated the fear of this unknown power and explained each natural consequence with repect to 'GOD' or a greater power.

Fear of something more powerful than them now starts to set in to the lower souls minds.

End of Part 1.